Sejak zaman sekolah memang suka baca novel. Kat sekolah jalan2 dgn novel di tangan. In between class akan baca novel. Kadang2 sampai kena tegur oleh cikgu sbb curi2 baca novel dalam kelas. Sampai satu tahap tiba-tiba timbul rasa dalam hati like, no. I want to write my own story.
And I didn't realize the ambition corrupted my 'joy'.
sebab tu sekarang dah jarang baca novel biarpun benda tu sesuatu yang dah sebati dalam diri. I stop reading sbb takut terplagiat cerita org or kadang2 depressed sbb tak dapat tulis sehebat penulis2 lain. There's a lot of things yang mematikan rasa untuk enjoy one of my favorite hobby. Don't get me wrong, I still want to support my fellow writer. Kadang-kadang beli juga buku2 tulisan diorg. But I haven't read as much as before.
I still trying to figure out my own writing style and yes, masih insecure with my writing. I may or may not hilang kembali dalam dunia penulisan. Tenggelam timbul. I'll try my best. Biarpun I have to give my extra2x effort but.. worth it bila dapat menulis satu perkataan keramat. "TAMAT"
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